This week has been, really, just another week chock full of days, and small events. It didn’t have enough time in it, of course. It has been a good week, honestly, so you don’t have to brace yourself for another negative blog post. There have been small losses, and small victories; maybe it’s the good weather that has brought so many smiles to my face.
Life is like that I guess. The tide comes in and the tide goes out as time goes on. Time goes on too quickly, always to quickly-it’s speed and my passivity frustrate me. I could, and should be doing more. I have only one life to live, yet I waste so much time. People’s fates are being decided daily (though God already knows the ends of all), time is uncertain, and my days are numbered. My goodbyes are too numerous for my liking.
I know, I know . . . goodbyes turn into hellos. But then I’ll have to move on again, leaving more dear people in my wake. Vulnerability hurts, especially when you know that those goodbyes may be eternity final. Sheesh, I can turn anything into a negative post. But you see my struggle. Many would say that I try too hard, and that I’m an idealist. And yes, those things are true, but I don’t expect that they will change anytime soon. This is who I am.
Anyways, it was a good week. I don’t have a nice wrap up line, or a set topic for this post, It’s been nice to be lighthearted for a change, even with these underlying tensions. We shall see if this will last.